=)

2011-07-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

and i thought i could share the joy with u

for trying to make these for the first time

but u've spoilt the mood totally

voice out any unhappiness that i feel was wad u said

but all i get was not 100% of ur listening and attention

and if it's directed to u, u just cant accept it

that's why i rather be a mute and shut up

at least keeping it within me won't be as sad as voicing it out to u

2011-07-03T20:26:00.001+08:00

When I'm sick, have I then felt the importance of loved ones' care and concern.

400th post ;)

2011-06-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

Back from Shanghai...
Back to Facebook...
Back to Blogger...
Back to those kind of feelings which I would randomly feel at night...

1 week in Shanghai
and I started writing a diary for the everyday activities
it was just like blogging.
I started out writing very long essays...
then i got a bit lazy...
started to scribble and got shorter, hoping to finish it asap...
then finally, i skipped writing for the last 2 days.

Hehes..
So i got a bit bored and came here to post and "talk to myself"
But i just stop everytime i wanna post abt sth...

Back to stopping halfway during posting...

2011-04-25T00:32:00.000+08:00

why should i tell u anything, when u're hiding everything
who can i trust, when i can't even trust u

2011-04-06T12:17:00.000+08:00

LOL!

A comment taken from an article from Yahoo news.

Kinda bad posting this when he's being suan le xD

But well, it is pretty funny =P

2011-03-26T02:38:00.000+08:00

if you know wad u're doing
i should just put my trust in you
but if i don't understand or fear that it isn't the right way
should i stop it right away?

共同进退

Tell Me......
would you rather have lesser friends or many that aren't true
how would you differentiate and know that u're right and not just being over-sensitive
or should one not mind about all these and treat all the same

2.30am once again....
tired....
kinda hungry....

2011-03-23T02:34:00.000+08:00

words of encouragement, yet can't help being worried
maybe i've really watched too much drama shows..

Marriage is like a room behind closed doors
No one really knows if its neat/tidy or messy
One would slowly clean up the room
But most people would give up halfway
Taken from Only You, HK drama show. (not exact words though)

Do I have the will to walk till the end of the path i chose?
No one knows, only i do.
But what if i don't know?
I guess thats already a hint to the answer.

Questions that I wanna ask. But i fear the answer.
Lol...

2.30am...
Bored.....
Hungry....

2011-02-22T13:45:00.000+08:00

i'm seeing non-exisiting lines in my tb..

X.x

i'm going too slow...

way too slow........................

1 week for 3 topics...

And counting down....

2011-02-19T00:34:00.002+08:00

down the memory lane...

games that brought me joy

2011-02-15T22:00:00.002+08:00

something i told myself to do since 1mth+ ago...
but i got lazy to edit...

2011-01-29T15:21:00.000+08:00

No amount of tears would ease the pain
Every night i'd make a wish, hoping i would not open my eyes the next day.

2011-01-13T02:37:00.000+08:00

Middle of the night...

And i'm still browsing through Jason Chen's music...

Grenade is one song i'll... take longer to get sick of

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my head on a blade for ya

I'd jump in front of a train for ya

You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes, I would die for you, baby

But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

2011-01-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

Lol...

I'm starting to get sick of ppl who doesn't call my name.

Or perhaps it has become a habit influenced by you.

Hahas~ <3

2011-01-04T01:42:00.002+08:00

Haiz... =(
Look on the bright side, yy~

2011-01-03T01:06:00.000+08:00

Can i not go to sleep? =(
Don't wish to go sch tmr... lol.
Although the holiday felt like a month... i'm starting to miss it already~ T^T

2010-12-31T01:59:00.002+08:00

the loveliest x'mas gift ever! =DD

<333

2010-12-27T12:28:00.002+08:00

A weird mushroom spawn.

My posts are all about Mapleeeeeee~

Lol.

Perhaps i should post sth about hw...

Ya right... <_<"

2010-12-24T09:22:00.001+08:00

Lol... Maple's entertaining sometimes xD

Haix.. i'm so gonna rot T^T

2010-12-22T11:32:00.000+08:00

A day that seems to be screwing up so badly

A child that is sick
An unremorseful employee who have been stealing medicines for the past few years
Doctors fighting among themselves about a surgery
A crucial decision that puts the job on the line

How much can one handle?

Doing it for the best interests of the hospital, yet everyone starts to blame for incompetency
If so, what's the point of doing it?
So much frustration, So much stress
Till a point where one wishes for some help or a place to cool down.

But i guess, thats the responsibilities and stress a leader must handle.
Sticking to own principles and doing what one thinks its right shows a true leadership.

Though an ep. of HOUSE started in a weird way and didn't have any sudden blink of a lightbulb halfway
It should be the best ep. i've seen so far.
Weee~ ^^

2010-12-18T01:03:00.002+08:00

Ahahahas~! My journey begins xD

2010-12-17T08:23:00.000+08:00

Wow, the internet speed was so different from last night =.="

But of cos, it has dropped to 1.79MB for now. Lol~

Nevertheless, it is still faster. xP

Oh yes, I'm Mapling again =D

the moment my alarm rang at 8am today..

i thought of wad exam i'm having today.. and wad time it was..

LOL!

too stressed i guess.

2010-12-15T16:42:00.001+08:00

Econs notes are hardly more than 1 chapt of AAA's notes.
But why does my head feel so much more bloated ~_~
Deflate it pls!

Not fever, but flu~
Neither isit those dripping non-stop xD
A relief i guess... .___.

---x---

it's scary to haf the thought that one is hinting an indirect meaning
and wad's more feeling disgusted abt it.
it shouldn't be this way....
:(

i hate to be living in someone's shadow

2010-12-14T23:38:00.000+08:00

This looks nice ya? =PP
Oh no, I'm already in the X'mas spirit....
But is not the spriti of giving.... but the spirit of buying....
LOL

=O! I'm no longer aiming at buying clothes >_>
This is badddd~ xD

2010-12-12T11:35:00.001+08:00

If dreams come true... I would rather not have one.

Need to start studying~
:(

---x---

6.30pm already...
And i've just finished studying 1 chapt for tmr's test.
G_G

what happened neh?
:( :( :( :( :(

2010-12-11T19:26:00.002+08:00

:(
Miss Miss u~~

2010-12-10T21:37:00.001+08:00

RAWR!

I hate those thingys >=[

Keep squashing my potatoes~ T^T

the pathetic view ~_~

well, at least i improved by 3 lvls ^^

Oops, I've played it again =s

1 more chapt to go...

it's quite scary when the mind still feels blank though

X.x

oh well...

2010-12-09T15:14:00.001+08:00

Insanity~ =.="

Spent 1 hr instead of studying.. ._.

But i realised that the max sunlight is only 9999. Lol.

3.45pm...

I just won't give up until i die <_<"

2010-12-05T11:56:00.001+08:00

Wad a painful dream it was
Fortunately i woke up from it.

2010-12-04T14:32:00.001+08:00

guess it was a little too much
slept till 1.30 and head still hurts

i might just never wake up the next time.

---x---

Some pics taken off Yahoo news~
Some cars from US carshow ;)

Jaguar concept car

Sweeeet! ^^

Lol! Such a cute design.

Imagine someone driving that in S'pore. xD

This is funny too =P

This looks weird to me.

The "wings" doesn't seem to match

Or maybe its just the pic's colour.. lol

Lotus Espirit

Nice! =)

2010-12-02T10:04:00.002+08:00

No matter how fun game is....
It's boring to play alone...

Same applies to shows...
Same applies to everyday lifestyle.....

the ironic feeling that is hard to understand.

---x---

A technique learnt from <3

Wee~! ^^

One day, when i get bored of this..

I'll go.. "How did i even spend hrs staring at plants"

.___."

该记的不记

不该记的却忘不了

为什么呢？

2010-11-29T01:23:00.000+08:00

Weee~!
No more worries about not getting sth to wear on CNY xD
Next thing is the shoes~
A lil' tricky, but it shall be done!
Hehes!

Lalala~ 1.30am...
I ended up playing on fb instead =.="
Sch work~ Sch work~ D;

2010-11-27T02:37:00.002+08:00

Weee~! Finally i'm done with IEF e-learning~!

It was really brain-killing x.X

Hoho! It's Saturday! =D

*looks forward and forward*

^-^

Off to sleeeep ;)

---x---

Tiring Saturday! hahas.

Went out shopping with mum and aunt early morning today..

(Going @ 10am is early for me =x)

Took MRT to Orchard~

Which was another rare time for my aunt to take a public transport xD

Normally she has a "chauffeur" or taxi to drive her around. Lol.

First we stopped @ Bao Jin Tao to have a late breakfast =x

(Today the "Jin" Hehes.)

Had Har Gow <3 (wadever spelling~), siew mai, chicken wrapped in paper =x, porridge and noodle.

The noodle was kinda pathetic.

$5 for a plate of maggie, luncheon meat, egg and veggie.

Service was also not that good.

We were like asking each other if a particular food is good..

And the staff was like "Oh, u want ah? How many?" .___."

So impatient. Humph.

But a funny thing was..

There was a lady who kept shifting her huge bowl of noodle and kept taking pictures at different angles

Poor noodle... should have became cold le. Wasted ~_~

After that, the long, tiring shopping journey began X.x

Cos my aunt has $200 Robinson voucher, so we hunted around for some things to buy.

In the end, all items bought was for my aunt. Hahas.

And... she had to "Top-up" another $200 to pay xD

Cos one of the clothes was pretty ex.

Hm, got 1 slipper for myself too. Teehehes.

Now i need not worry about not having slippers for sch ^o^

Next~! We went to....

Wakaka!

Just outside Robinson xP

And we had this set of ice-cream (on the right)

Tempting ya? ^^

Quite nice bah.. but very ex.

$48 for a few small scoops of ice-cream and pieces of fruits, brownies, cookies..

Oh well.. just to try it. Hehes.

After that went to Wai Gong's house..

Slacked and just stared into lalaland...

That ends my Saturdayyy~ xD

2010-11-26T10:31:00.001+08:00

News news news....
I don't know why but economic news seems to be a little difficult for me to understand =x
Read the news about North.K and South.K conflict.
And i think i got a bit confused about the problem which sparked off the attack from er.. N.K?
Guess i need to brush up on my reading skills and language ~_~"

Anyway, more underwater species unveiled!
Got some pics from a website...
But i wonder if they are taken under "X-Ray" vision <_<"
Cause i could literally see wads inside of them in some pics =S
They are below anyway~ ^^

Squidworm! =D

Oh i like this quite a lot. xD

Reminds me of.... a flower.

I think its called Hibiscus. =x

Oh, this looks like a kind of insect i once saw..

Kind of like a silverish termite with long feelers.

Ewww~ X.x

Is that intestines or wad....

It will look so cool if that thing inside cannot be seen...

Today.. should be a busy day..

Should.

Trust is something that I need to learn.
And perhaps to regain.

2010-11-23T10:43:00.000+08:00

Wahh, i didn't read it wrongly bah?

407.4cm?

Which means 4m 7.4cm?

Omg, that is like more than twice my height .__.!

But they don't look as tall as the pic taken on Yahoo news....

Oh well~ XD

So tired.... and my shoulders are aching....

BBQ did this?

Maybe... Hehes =PP

Went sot ytd.. @_@

lalalala~

2010-11-22T10:14:00.001+08:00

wahh Max lvl...

the no-life ppl who chiong for exp. everyday~

okay, i'm just jealous... =.="

yeah right... .___."

lalala~

2010-11-21T00:04:00.004+08:00

this is wad happen when u mia ur acc too long =.="

---x---

1 big 1 small~! So cute xP

Finally finished Gong Zhu Jia Dao le. ^^

---x---

I am so pissed off.

And i don't know why =.="

I feel like punching the wall

tearing papers

and clean that bloody dead spider on top of my ceiling which is such an eyesore.

Damn Sunday...

zZz.

2010-11-20T12:07:00.005+08:00

Here comes the breeze... ^^

Along with the lightning and rain... =(

It's so horrible to have the study desk facing the window.
Lightning just keep flashing into my eyes T^T

---x---

A few more news read from Yahoo! online.
They were pretty interesting ^^
as compared to trying to read abt Economics... @_@

after viewing the video (which wasted like 6mins of my time =.=)

i agree with the comments given, which to sum it up, he's not even remorseful~

dun really get the whole picture... (not really interested to waste more time viewing such news =.=")

but seems like the invigilator noticed he had a phone and had only asked him to keep it

I wonder what school he was in .____."

Haix, another slashing case...

Will the future become a society ruled by traids?

Just like in Monga~ lol~

=.="

Oh, this is the funny one.

I skimmed through the 50 words and remembered the e-portfolio i did for bcomm @ Xiamen.

the 5 words on personality listed on my e-port... fell into the list.

Hahas.

Words like responsible, detail-oriented.

Uh-oh >_<"

But eliminating the list of words, wad else can i state...

think...think...think....

Thinker?! Nah.. that falls in the list too .___."

lalala~

Last news: The Singaporean White Boy

Another 8 mins went to this video. Hahas.

I learnt 1 new word: Winglish~

Wow! xD

Heard some Singlish which I didn't come across before D;
Wad a failure I am as a Singaporean~
Lol~ xD

2010-11-19T23:40:00.000+08:00

I nid to control my diet .___."

But i feel kinda hungry now~ T^T
Despite eating 1 and half plate of rice + soup + 3 dishes...
=s

2010-11-18T09:05:00.003+08:00

I wonder how the Jap test will be later on T^T

Still have no idea wad's in for the grammer test.

But oh well... take one step at a time =S

Was reading through yahoo news and saw an interesting survey~

Being a typical S'porean, i did the survey called Knowing my flirting style

Hahas!

(I was just too bored of Jap okay~)

the 1st qn that got me totally stucked at

Wad does "real connection" mean? =.=?

I wanted to put 7... LOL!

I'm not sure if this is positive or not...

I guess it would be since it does not fall under the 2 extreme ones =X

Though some of the analysed comments didn't seem to reflect well ~_~

Suddenly this gives me a thought that I would be better off in those match-making sessions last time.

Traditional... .____."

Anyway! It maaaaaaay not be accurate

Since it has a wide rating range.

Most of it i chose 2/3 to 5/6. Hahas!

Okay, back to Jap ~_~

Hahas!

Jk, didn't put 7...

Just a mere 6. xD

2010-11-18T00:48:00.000+08:00

which should i give up to be freed from this
do i need to bring in opportunity costs?

listening ears are there.
it's just a matter of opening up to them.
so the 1st step lies within...
once again.

2010-11-17T13:02:00.002+08:00

Gu Ji Ni... is a person indeed... =.="

And the person on top is him....

LOL! And i said his name was funny =P

Finally dl-ed the right 12min+ mix song...
And i found out 2 things
One was he's the guy who acted in the show 情深深雨蒙蒙
Which i watched looong time ago, primary sch i think.
I think the show was pretty long, the disc was those whole stack de.
And I liked the show quite lot... love story mah =P
Even used his name in a tuition's composition
But in the end, it was all circled up.. cos i think i wrote it wrongly =.="

Anyway, the other thing was.. he's also the guy who act in Huan Zhu Ge Ge i think.
Didn't recognize wrongly bah? xD
Oh, and both shows the main characters were also the 2 princess and him. xD
So hms.. i do miss the shows quite a lot =P

And just finish Gong Zhu Jia Dao Ep 24~
Sad ep... cos it shows the whole family going to be beheaded..
Then the members sacrifice here and there..
Couples scream to other another.. cus dun wan to.. tuo ta men xiao shui (tried to write in chinese.. but i kinda forgotten which word to use =.=")

Should i continue watching? =P
Or start studying for jap test tmr~ ~_~
I think the first one is better ^o^

the little actions that shows true care

2010-11-16T22:11:00.000+08:00

Ahahas!

Suddenly thought of the student care which i was in while in primary sch.

So started to search for the people in fb =P

And yep yep!

Found one of the.... should i say teacher or "boss" or some other terms <_<"

Okay nvm....

And his looks don't seem to age at all! xDD

From his profile info, seems like he has taught in NJC/Hwa Chong~!

;O Wow... Can't imagine =PP

Some memories there seem to flow back too..

Though not very clear... I can still rmb some of friends and teachers there.

Oh, and some.... naughty things i did once xD

It's pretty funny when i think back sometimes. Hehes.

Not sure if its still located at tampines..

But i hope to go back there one day and see how much has changed =)

<3 Educare~

Hmms.... its already 10+ x.x

I'm so not motivated for work~ ._."

2010-11-14T13:48:00.002+08:00

Sakura Buffet @ Ponggol just now~!
Had both steamboat and bbq. ^^
And i think i ate till 95% of my full capacity x.X
So i shall go on diet for next week! Hahas.

Another long week is coming~~~.....

---x---

Wad a gloomy Sunday...
Thought that i could finally enjoy the breeze coming into my room.
But it always comes with rain, making me unable to enjoy it

Wad is there that I can truely enjoy.

During 1 random topic with my mum ytd
She mentioned that I looked quite happy while at Xiamen there.
So she asked if I want to study overseas in future (but i know that won't be true..)
Come to think of it, it's quite true.
I was quite worry-free there.
Not in the sense of studies though. x)

I assumed that it was through looking the pics i posted in fb.
Which reminds me of what my dad has said last last last ..... time
"Smile more, just like in those pictures u took" (Referring to some past overseas pictures)
But i wish to say...
Although it is said that a picture shows a thousand words...
Sometimes, things aren't what they look like.

Okay, another topic :D
Just finished HK show Gong Zhu Jia Dao ep 21... (Still a loooong way till the end ~_~)
Watching these shows just make me smile =)
The way they write they script is really interesting.
I can't rmb the term used for such show (as in those in the Ming/Qing/etc dynasty)
But the show gives me a feeling that is quite erm.. modern xD
In short, its nice and funny. Hahas.

Okay, I should start my IEF work now ~_~
The sky is less gloomy, but the thunder is getting louder D;
Lalala~ ^^

2010-11-13T21:15:00.007+08:00

A cold bathe and i'm back to normal again =D
Hw.. zZz...

---x---

My wrist is currently aching from 1hr of clicking and scrolling for blogskins...
Well, i've found a few skins... though not really perfect for me
But nothing is perfect~ =D So its okay~ hahas
Guess I'll be changing this skin soon..
When i have the time and mood <_<"

I wished i know who were you.
But even if i did, what would i do.
Could I have asked what i should do.
Recalled it yet again.
Do you know how much it weighs on my mind.

Craps, minutes ago i had a positive mindset.
But now this....
Seriously, I should let it go.

Back to my hw! ~_~

2010-11-11T00:47:00.000+08:00

Time to save money for future overseas trips!
That is if there's a Marketing trip in year 3~
But hopefully not to Vietnam .__."

I'm feeling hungry~ and sleepy~
x_X

Jap test tmr again...
I won't be late again! xDD

2010-11-08T21:59:00.003+08:00

i am freaking tired...
but hw seems to be as high as a mountain.
T_T

---x---

when can i get over it?
do i have to wait till i get it clarified or forgotten?

blogging makes me sad sometimes....

2010-11-05T12:25:00.002+08:00

=)
Smile Smile~

2010-11-04T21:58:00.002+08:00

My appetite seems to have grown twice. =.="
I wonder why~

Craving for buffet~~ =DD

2010-10-30T14:37:00.004+08:00

"The automotive sector today faces many challenges and therefore presents many opportunities," said Lim Chuan Poh, the chairman of state-backed Agency for Science, Technology and Research.
Many challenges = Many opportunities.

The high-end market has made up 60 percent of Sands' gambling revenue in Asia, and Adelson said he plans to go for more of it.
"What we're going to focus on first is more private gaming rooms," Adelson told investors in a conference call. "(In) one private gaming room -- one bet can equal all the bets that are on the table in the mass gaming floor for that minute."
In future, "business-class" Casino...

According to the blog, the Brazilian-born 28-year-old has been living in Singapore for the last 1.5 years and resides in a city penthouse. At least ten programmers and angel investors have confirmed that Saverin is indeed residing in the Lion City.

Ranked as one of the world’s youngest billionaires, Forbes estimates his net worth to be about US$1.15 billion.
Saverin is said to keep a low profile and leads a relatively private life though it’s reported he has been seen at a popular hip-hop dance club near One Fullerton.

Locals say that he has never referred himself as “the co-founder of Facebook” and usually introduces himself as “a programmer of Facebook games”.
Wahh! Cheryl, want to go clubbing? =PP

5hrs... and still uploading pics on fb. zZz.

---x---

Politics... I dun really understand... but i wonder what would really happen in the next GE xD

2010-10-26T10:45:00.002+08:00

why do i feel so tired in Singapore~
z.Z

2010-10-10T10:42:00.000+08:00

It's getting more and more painful
=[[
I can't bear it anymore~ T-T

I wan to go home~!
MUMMY!!
T^T

2010-10-07T10:35:00.000+08:00

世上最远的距离
您知道有多远吗?

Watched too much of shows again~ =.="

2010-10-04T10:24:00.001+08:00

Finally, the number of days left starts with 1x now =)
I'm beginning to blend in with the surroundings here though.
The stall people aren't as scary as i thought.
And China isn't not really what I've imagined.

Food is really cheap around here.
Today morning at around 8am+ went to opposite street to buy breakfast
Sounds impossible for me to do so right? x)
3 cups of soya bean milk, 2 Man Tou, 1 Dou Sa Bao, 1 pork floss bun.
All added up till $7RMB which is like S$1.50? Lol.
Can't think of any place to get such price in Sg.

The weather here is also screwing up my daily routine real bad xD
In Sg, even if I were to fall asleep soon, I would keep myself awake till at least 11+pm.
But recently, I've been sleeping at 9+pm.
And waking up at like 4+am but slept more till around 8am..
It's a healthy lifestyle ya? Lol~

Anyway, currently watching 一起来看流星雨 on China tv.
It's similar to those Liu Xing Hua Yuan shows.
Also 4 guys and 1 lady acting. Lols.
It can be said to be 1 of my fav. shows so far.. (since I have nth to watch)
Some eps makes me sad.. and i don't know why xP

Sigh~~~

"You should know..."
But what if i dont?

2010-09-29T11:18:00.001+08:00

Dining Etiquette presentation is finally over~! ^^
Now is only left with Long Report presentation (i think) xD

Now that it's over, I feel that the DE was kinda hilarious though stressful.
The situation was like my group had to discuss about a business.
Where Jr & I were the suppliers and LY & JX were the business owners.
The business was abt to ask Jr and I to supply them some pet grooming products x)
In between, the teacher would "serve" us food ( but of cos there isn't any)
and we would have to perform the proper dining actions.

The funny part was the teacher came over to my table and tried to push the knife onto the floor
He failed the 1st time as the knife stopped over the edge. So he tried 2 times =.="
After he did that, I stoned for like 5secs, wondering wad i should do. LOL
Cus i didn't know wad he was doing, and also didn't know he did it on purpose. (to test us) LOL
Fortunately, i did the correct way which is to call the "waiter" to get a new knife.
And haha! He bend down and picked up the knife for me xPP
Should I have disturbed him more by dropping more utensils?
HAHA! Jkjk~ x)

So overall, he said it was pretty okay..
Just that we (except LY) took some time to "warm-up" and get more conversation started.
Quite true =PP
I think I've made 2 mistakes.....
1 put the soup spoon 45degress (though i duno if it should be straight on the plate)
Another was I left the napkins on left side, instead of right D;
So i guess.... i'll get a B? =S

Oh well oh well.....

Anyway, Ming Zhong Zhu Ding is currently airing on China's tv! =O
But they have a different name... which is Ai Shang Bo Li (Ying) Nu hai.
I don't know how to read the 5th word, but i don't care xP
And now they are showing the part where the Xin Yi (ballet dancer) acknowledge with Dylan, her bro.
Haix.. reminds me of........ T^T

25 more days... 25.....

2010-09-26T15:22:00.000+08:00

What am i actually afraid of.

2010-09-25T00:41:00.000+08:00

I wished to type the things that happened from day 1-4 today...
But seriously don't have the mood now.
Just had a meeting with the rest of the ppl who came to Xiamen to discuss about unhappiness towards the hotel
And I listened to lots of things about the hotel, some that i know of, and some didn't
It really made me sick and disgusted.

A few that i rmb of was:

friends' luggage being tampered with
room service(RS) ppl using mop to clean both floor and TOILET BOWL (wth?)
safety at risk as RS ppl open the room window after cleaning room
other ppl's bathroom had bathtub that is half black
RS ppl had a master key that can open all doors. (and they actually came in to just mop the floor in the morning while we're still sleeping)
rs mop all rooms w/o washing the mop
the mattress are washed and just thrown on the rooftop floor to dry
bedsheets are not washed (this i'm not very sure)

Okay, i don't wish to list anymore and don't wish to rmb anymore.
They make me have goosebumbs..
So the whole group is planning to collect votes and feedback to the teacher to change hotel xD
Not sure the chances is high or low.. but I sure hope it will be a success...

Tmr will be the 6th day~
Finally left with 29days....

2010-09-24T17:38:00.000+08:00

Finally I can blog again! Hehes!
The net here is really really unstable =.="
So i better grab this opportunity to post first =P

20 Sept, Day 1 @ Xiamen: Flying off to China, Xiamen

I've got a very uncomfortable feeling while @ the airport.
Guess I was reluctant to leave my parents and home x)
My parents were the last to leave among my friends so my friends were like teasing me a little xP
But when they left, i didn't felt really sad.
Perhaps it's because i didn't want to think too much about it... or else i can't help controlling myself ^^

I started taking photos at the airport already xD
Hopefully I can upload here later =x
The airplane trip was bumpy too.
Made me kinda sick cos it seem to be going up and down.
And i realised i forgot to off my phone for the whole time in the plane =x
Could it be the cause of the airplane's taking a longer time to reach? D;

2010-09-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

8 more hours and i'm on my way to Xiamen, China =)
Lots of feelings right now...
But it seems that reluctance is stronger than excitement~
I can't regret now though. x)
And i have to take the 1st step in becoming more independent =)

Short summary for today first.
Went to the Sg Flyer and Sentosa today.
Little did i know that it was with a huge group of community club ppl..
So yep, mostly aunties and uncles =.="
And didn't really go into Sentosa, just outside of the Universal Studio. (OUTSIDE)
Although the trip didn't end quite well too... (with me getting bad headache)
I still haf a pretty fun time with mum, aunt,uncle and cousin =)

Took this with a tripod and 2s lagtime photo xD

Had to run all the way to the seat after pressing the button =.=

But it turned out pretty okay anyway =DD

Okay, time to go bak packing =)
1 month... 5weeks... 35days... duno how many hrs/mins/sec...
I'm sure it will pass pretty fast! =DD
Hope i can continue blogging there too!
See Euuuu~! ^^

2010-09-18T18:57:00.003+08:00

是逃避还是想得太多

---x---

Sometimes i wish that i could fly off immediately.
At least i don't have to keep waiting anymore.

2010-09-17T11:16:00.001+08:00

It's a nice ep =)

A peek into the hearts of different people.

Experience what they are going through.

It's sth unlike real life, i guess.

2010-09-16T16:32:00.001+08:00

预料到的事就不应该感到失望。
我不要“对不起”
说了等于白说。

2010-09-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

Ok, i first typed lots of crap for half an hour just now...
But i lost the interest in continuing =.="

Main points for today...
The workshop was freaking long and boring...
And after attending it, it made me more reluctant to go to overseas...
My perception of CP has worsen, quite a lot..... .___."

I remembered my tutor saying that i should not blog about negative things when i am there
So i deliberately not name CP/state the exact places , just to practise. Hahas.
If understood then good, if not..... just don't treat it as Compass Point xPP
Lalala~

2010-09-13T16:18:00.002+08:00

This is a really cute pic x)

Got it from someone else's blog~ (Hope she doesn't mind) xP

And i've just realised it's on a sketch book

I wonder if it's drawn by her...

Hmmm... o_O

Lol!

Miao Qiao Wei is a funny guy xP

I once named him as my idol =X

And my mum said "Omg?! He should be more of our generation type, u know?"

But as i've said it...

He was ONCE my idol. xP

*Shy*

I don't know if the words are being sarcastic or wad..

Wad does the "Xi Huan Zuo Meng" actually means? o.O

I just don't understand why...

When things starts to look so troublesome to me

To the extent that I feel just like giving up

It'll just suddenly clear up by itself.

I seriously don't know how to phrase the feeling that i'm having now.

Perhaps it's due to being too bored at home.

.__."

~Extras~

This reminds me of the SMRT incident.

Which also made me to have the indescribable feeling.

I hate to trouble others.

Why can't things be done just in 1 step.

Why must i always go through so many things before i could successfully complete sth.

It's also happening to the Nebo card which i've applied perhaps 2 mths ago.

I've got the card but i failed to use it in NTUC.

The card just can't be approved and i don't know why.

The staff told me to call the Nebo ppl or whoever it is

And i find it really troublesome, really irritating.

Is there anything in my life that is troublefree?

2010-09-12T23:41:00.002+08:00

Bak to blog~!
I shall blog more consistenly. ;)
Hope it improves/maintains my El (somehow)
And it's to practice for my Xiamen trip!
Nid to record my everyday experience over there ya? ^^

Ok! Let me recall abt today..... Hmmm..
Woke up @ a little past 10... yes, pretty late..
But still i was so tired.
I wondered if it's becos of ytd, really drained my energy up x)

So wanted to go bak to sleep after eating breakfast.
But i can't, i just woke up! xP
So uhhh... watched an ep of 老公万岁~
It's a pretty funny show, cus it's lame xD

After that, my mum, godma and I went to Tampines to look for my luggage for Xiamen trip~
I thought Compass Point haf.. but too bad =[
Wasted 1 trip there xD
So well... found some luggages @ BHG...
Some looks pretty nice, so were the prices. =P
But in the end, i managed to convince my mum to use dad's one.
And it was with the help of my aunt's support! xDD
I thought she was going to get angry...
But it wasn't that bad afterall ^^
So yep, saved some $$ for Xiamen! =D

There were lots of carts selling mooncakes @ Tamp. too.
Patterns were a lot more than badminton xPP
Even saw black mooncakes designs... Eeeww =.="
Also had one with mooncakes in a lantern design.
The sales person said that the latern can be used by putting candles into it after finishing the mooncakes.
"Will look very nice!" LOL!
So we bought 2 of those... but not for me <_<"
The one for me was called the jewellery box mooncake (named by my aunt =.=")
Cos the box looked like a jewellery box to my aunt. Lol.
And of cos, the other 1 was called the latern mooncake. Hahas.

So yep, thats all for shopping of mooncakes...
Next was to proceed to Tamp. 1 to look for my white shirt, sch purpose.
Thanks to the sch rule which stated nid to wear that while wearing sch blazer
But G2000 didn't haf my size in white .__."
Which was size........... dun tell u =P
So i had to trouble my mum to buy it from Orchard xD

Hmm... thats all for the shopping part.
I forgot to state sth on top though D;
While having lunch @ Compass today @ Long John.... I came across a cpl who sat beside my mum and I.
It was like their first time having Long John =.="
The moment the guy came bak with his food, he said "It's So Ex!" .....
Then, he kept complaining about the food being lousy
And seems like it was the wife who recommended it.

It totally irritated me to the max =.="
The man complained for like 5-6times... and he was pretty loud. ._."
I was thinking why is there such a grumpy man ~_~
Since the food is so lousy, then finish it up and shoo! Never come bak again.
Wad's worse is that, he even commented about the few extra $$ added (which i didn't catch abt wad)
It's sth like having a drink which added a few cents...
And not able to participate in the lucky draw.
There were a lot more, but i was so annoyed that i missed them xP

For a man that is so grumpy about little things like this...
=.=" I haf no comments....
But anyway, listening to their conversation made me more awake though xD
And! I wasn't eavesdropping~ He was the one who spoke pretty loud.
Oh, i also had a thought that perhaps there were some hidden cameras nearby.
Cos such a scene feels quite rare to me.. ;x
Thanks to the Asia's Just For Laugh that made me so paranoid =.="

Thats all for tonight ^^
I wonder how long i took to write this =.="

2010-09-11T22:54:00.001+08:00

Hao lang man ti ke~!

It has been a tiring day.

Woke up @ 7am to head to Bugis to meet LY for sch event.

Planned to meet @ 8.15...

But was late again xD Reached @ 8.30 =X

She msg-ed me saying that she may be late, reaching ard 8.30.

And for once, i thought i was gonna be early (or rather on time).

But i guess i'm still late =.="

So followed her to National Library and met up with the PIC (person-in-charge)

Fortunately we reached a bit late, or else nid to help in carrying of stuffs from the van xPP

So yep yep.. changed into the Red Cross shirt (Free T-Shirt! Yay! =P)

And the PIC took like half an hour to allocate ppl their respective duties

In the end, we were allocated to the making of balloons duty

It's where nid to air the balloon with Helium and tie to strings.

Easy duty, ya? But....

This is where the horror starts ='{

Yes, I am afraid of balloons~ X.x

It was seriously a mental torture for that first few hours...

1st, the ppl were experimenting on airing the balloons with the helium tank.

Too much of it, and it'll go POP!

For beginners, of cus it was a lil' hard to control.

2nd, i had to resisit the creepy sound as ppl tie knots on the balloons.

Terrifying sounds~! T_T

But so far, i realised none of it popped in the process. x)

3rd, it was a lil' surprising... but the balloons did pop when some ppl are writing words on the balloons.

So that grew my fear of standing beside those ppl =.="

Oh, so wad was i doing?

Apart from trying to shift away and cover my ears....

I tied the strings to the balloons xPP

Of cos i was still afraid that it'll pop right infront of me

So i handled each and every one with EXTREME CARE. Lol!

Actually the person who's airing the balloon did want to give me the balloons to tie the knot.

But after he knew that i was afraid, or rather saw the terrified look on my face.. =.="

He stopped after a while =P

Hehes.

He's a pretty polite, el-speaking NS man~

It's rather rare to hear ppl saying "Pardon?" "Excuse me~" (After he ate his lunch)

And courteous enough to ask and bring drinks for the helpers xP

Ok, back to topic.

As time passed, all of us became more experienced in our jobs =P

So less balloons popped and i became more and more bolder to tie the balloons.

LOL. It sounds weird... but nvm~

And after we've got enough balloons, LY and I volunteered to go ard Bugis to distribute them and promote the event ^^

(I don't want to stay with the balloons any longer =.=)

Generally, it was easy to distribute the balloons.

But it wasn't easy to promote the event .___."

I haf no idea why i kept saying "It's located at the National DAY Library"....

When National Day has passed like so long ago =.="

And i had some trouble translating the words to chinese. Lol.

But anyway, the kids who took the balloons are cute ;)

After that, a few more hours passed...

Nth much as it's all abt speeches which were so boring~

A skit of spongebob was also lame.

So i shall skip these..

Oh, i tried koi cafe's drinks for the 1st time today~

It's like a bit noob luh...

The person showed me 2 cups and asked me want Medium/ Large.

I looked at the pearls inside, and thought it was as huge =.="

But when i drank it, it was no diff. from normal bubble tea's small pearls.

Hahas!

The pearls made me a lil' sick too, after i drank 3/5 of the cup.

Guess i'm not used to those pearls which tasted a bit weird to me.

Mmmm...

@ ard 3pm, LY and I went off after notifying the PIC.

It was quite funny as we've planned lots of excuses to tell him in order to go off early..

E.g: Medical checkups... Tuitions... Family stuffs... Language lessons..

In the end, the PIC din even ask for reasons. LOL!

Wad a waste of our efforts. xP

After that, went to Ah Gong's house...

And i felt so tired that i fell asleep in the MRT~

Fortunately i could still hear the "Commonwealth" sound and alighted xD

Took me a while to reach the house as the paths have changed so much over the years.

I can't even rmb the last time i took train there =x

And i saw "Free Mooncake Distribution >>>" sign held by some students.

LOL! I wanted so much to get some =PP

I wonder why so many ppl is giving me $$ for my Xiamen trip D;

2 Aunts and my Ah Gong..

And the amount are not small x)

But i rejected my Ah Gong's one..

Cos i know i shouldn't take from him.

Sigh... i rejected...

Amazingly, w/o thinking... =.="

Oh well, that ends my day then =)

I've typed enough for today too. Hahas.

I don't even wish to think about it.

Good Night.

2010-09-10T16:58:00.002+08:00

So much things that i don't even know where to begin with.

2010-09-09T22:59:00.001+08:00

最近比较累比较累比较累。。。
虽然已放暑假但还是一样地累。。。
都怪everything so last minute...
是不是要害得我喘不过气~

x.X

2010-09-06T23:10:00.003+08:00

Name is online.
But the person isn't.
Sad....
=[

---x---

That thorn still pricks.

2010-09-05T18:09:00.004+08:00

I seriously do not like what i'm doing now.
It's just not me.
=(

---x---

what does this look like?

See what i see?

Jux random..

2010-09-02T10:58:00.002+08:00

Should i first refresh the topics that i've memorized a few days ago
Or should i strt memorizing the topics that were tested for Common Tests?
Which would be a better strategy for tmr's exam? XD

Oh, and just saw this on Yahoo News.
"Burger King in Sales Talk"~!~!~!
Noooo0o0o0o0o0oo00o0oo~!~!~!
I dun wan BK to close down =[
Or else i have no interest to eat Fast Food anymoreeee T_T
Seems like it has been incurring losses.
Okay! I shall eat more BK's chicken sandwich then!
LOL! =PP

---x---

Vulgars.

Why do i hate it when it feels to have little impact.

Could it be because i'm not the targeted person~?

Hmmm....

What shall i do today....

2010-08-29T15:16:00.000+08:00

I'm so sick of it.
But I don't wish to end it empty handed.
Can someone help me? =[

2010-08-28T20:45:00.000+08:00

Sianz.. it sure dampened my mood..

I've learnt how to fold a crane today...

Every crane i folded, 100g of rice is donated to TTS hospital

3hrs used... duno how many cranes folded..

Hopefully they won't go to waste.

Although i told myself to expect that answer...

Although I got myself prepared for that answer..

But still that answer came with a little disappointment.

Eye for an Eye?

Nah, shouldn't be in this way.

2010-08-27T10:36:00.001+08:00

Cool mah? XD

Almost 1 row of same gem! Hahas!

Took me a while to get this ss from my mum's acc. =.="

And =O! I broke her record and beat my own score ~_~

Oh well.. just a game. Lols.

And Oops, i came back afterall.. XD

---x---

Won't be on till evening time (i guess.. )
Have to chiong my notes le D;
Cus i fell asleep ytd w/o finishing wad i ~~wanted~~ 'm supposed to do x.X
Teehehe!

And pls don't make me sneeze too much. XPP
lalala~

2010-08-26T21:59:00.002+08:00

Truth?
Or did the networking site lie?
That's enough for today..

2010-08-22T12:51:00.004+08:00

6hrs of work ytd~ XPP

Yes i know it's not really nice...

But at least gimme some points for effort~ LOL

If it was not for the fun of joining the AuditionSEA contest..

I wouldn't have clicked Photoshop and started exploring the tools there XD

To my surprise, it is quite interesting

And i find PS really clever XD *Love the magic wand! =P*

Cropping pictures.. adding effects.. trying out brushes.. getting screwed with layers..

Yep Yep, so fun that i just kept on laughing as i made the picture =P

But it made me so tired x.X

My eyes are dry...

Back is aching from ytd till now...

Head is pretty heavy...

And somehow, i feel my heart hurts sometimes =O

Yep, i'm not kidding x)

Reminds of Moonlight Resonance that show..

The guy, Jia (or sth), had repeated pain in the chest and results shows that he has a heart problem.. x.X

Scary =S

Oh, back to topic.

So i hope that those viewing will help to click the pic and like the picture! XD

Support Support yi xia ma =P

Not sure if nid to join the Audition page..

But it's just a click away mah ^-^

Hehes!

P.S. I've linked the pic to the web! Learnt from what you taught me de. LOL! ^-^

2010-08-20T11:37:00.002+08:00

家好月圆 Ep 39, 2nd last ep.
Viewing for the 2nd time for the day, and it's only 2.30pm now..
Viewing for the 4th time since it's released...
And still never tired of it.

Hinted thrice, i guess, noticed by took no action
Shall force no more then.
Hopefully there willbe a 3rd "season" =)

---x---

When you are hurt, you learn to hate.
On the other hand, when you hurt someone, you are resented.
But you start to feel guilty as well.
However, understanding such pain enables you to be kind to others.
Knowing pain helps us to grow up, to mature.
And to grow up means being able to think and make one's decisions on their own.
To know and reflect on pain, and come up with your own answer

---Naruto Ep 173.

2010-08-19T23:57:00.002+08:00

thought hate it, still have to accept it

2010-08-18T09:42:00.000+08:00

1st it took me freaking long to fall asleep last night
2nd i was woke up by someone and it took me some time to sleep again, thanks to the sunlight
3rd When i finally fell asleep, the aeroplane came zooming by continuously
4th Some workers started their work of changing the corridors' lightings by drilling & hammering
5th i can't stand it =.="

2010-08-17T15:13:00.003+08:00

讨厌死了!
Seriously.. ZzZz..

---x---

I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED MY NOTES! ^o^
Although its like only half of the whole one module
(since i've done the other half for Common Test~)
6 "topics" in like.. erm.. less than 1 week i think...
HoHoHo!
Now all that's left to do..
Is to proceed to Sim Lim Square and purchase a 1000GB RAM for myself ;)
And start memorizing every single wordddd! Hahas!

my notes! ^^

But hmm..

Although i haf 3 exams papers only.. =S

Finance Mgt & Cost & Managerial Acc seems scary T_T

Doubt i'll be doing notes for them..

(They are almost like Maths anyway x.x)

So ... i'll have to depend on my lectures notes~ =S

God Bless~~~ ^^

---x---

Should i have my lunch?
Should i? Should i? Should i?
=.="

Got a bit bored.. so went to Audi~
Surprisingly, saw a GameModerator(GM) afking in a room .__."

GMFrenchFry...
Hm, i thought she was a guy =.="
But well.. since GM is afking.. i went to BU on my own~ x.x

Ahh! Techno was one of my song ^-^
And i managed to get 970perfs le =)
Though still not 4 digits... but its my 2nd highest so far.. X.x

It got boring after a while.. so i went back to the lobby xD
And saw that the GM is playing with some1 else <_<"
So waited... and waited.. for the roomie ;D

Saw PeriodT too. Which i suppose is the forum moderator or sth?
Well, she was also waiting for the same roomie.
So we all played tgt ;)

But it got pretty boring too =.="

They are either half-afking.. or having an invisible chat... (pm-ing luh..)

Anyway.. few more ppl joined later~

Things started to get "lively"

But i just can't seem to join in their conversation =.="

Oh well~

That concludes my afternoon x)

Time to go buy sth to eat x.X

2010-08-16T11:39:00.003+08:00

Isit that bad to meet online friends?
Why can't i just be like any other people...

---x---

Found this pic in one of my folders =.="
Just a rdm photo taken by Jr @ the last er.. HRM lecture?
So i shall post it before i del it =PP

chionging to type..

mustn't miss anything the lecturer said~! D;

2010-08-16T01:21:00.000+08:00

Finally finished 52th ep of Maid-Sama.
All in a week's time. x.X
Have to wait the subsequent eps to release s..l..o..w...l..y
Anyway, guess its time to start some serious studying now~

2010-08-15T11:51:00.006+08:00

i'm bored..... =[
Not because i don't have things to do...
But but... T^T

It's getting hard to control~ X_X

---x---

BOM bom... BOM bom... BOM bom..
Can u feel my <3beat?
x)

---x---

the game of pocky... the chocolate stick~!

0.0!!!

F5!F5!F5!

Is all that i can say...

Humph! T.T

---x---

I know well enough that...

if i don't stop reading this manga...

my mind is gonna get well screwed up.

why would that be so?

for me to know, and for me to find out.

2010-08-14T21:52:00.000+08:00

Ahahahas! i just love his expressions XD

Today was a pretty boring day...

My mum's company organized a "Family Day"

So i was asked to go along ~_~

But the lame thing is... the event was planned at the... NEWater place =.="

The moment i heard it few weeks ago..

I was like..

wth would a family go to NEWater for =.=?

A more direct meaning would be.. "it's such a lame place to go"

And just as i expected, it was real boring..

The guided tour was only 1 hr..

But it seemed so long before it ended..

There were lots of shorts talks inbetween by the guide..

But i totally did not listen to them at all =.="

So all i could do.. was to take some photos..

But i'm lazy to upload.. and i find no purpose to do so =X

After the tour.. it was time to go off for lunch~

Which was at almost 4pm =.="

Worse thing was...

It's not at a restaurant.. Not places like Sushi...

But it's at Burger King @ Expo...

._____________."

And the HR person said to give her the receipt after buying the meals..

So that the $$ can be returned..

And that is considered at a free meal by company =.="

Pathetic.. and i really told my mum that. Lol

Then, we went to the Robinson Sale @ Expo 5...

Quite a lot of things selling there..

I heard it was suppose to be cheap..

But the prices of clothes looked almost the same to me somehow =.="

Guess i have to start shopping ard more. Hehes!

But in the end.. nth was bought x)

And it was finally time to go home~~ ;)

That.... ends my Saturday. ^^

XSN~

2010-08-13T13:56:00.039+08:00

One day it rains so heavy...
Another it shines so brightly..
Now, it roaring thunder and soon it will start raining again.

Fortunately, we've picked the right day. =)

---x---

How scary it is to be at home alone...
With the lightning flashing non-stop and thunders that sound like a canon.
=(

---x---

My so-called 3rd post for the day x)
Finally finished a topic notes.. x.x
Took me so much longer than expected. Lol.
My wrist feel like it's gonna sprain anytime too ~_~

Anyway, I've browsed through the yahoo news...
And noticed sth interesting ^o^
It's sth about life in NS, with a video on it, ep 1
Seems like there's 12 eps to it too.
I've watched 2 eps.. and i guess i'm gonna finish it soon ^^
Cus it's only 5-10mins for each video i think.

So yep!
I took some ss while watching 2nd ep..
And.. THEY ARE FOR UU TO SEEEE! =DD
Stop swimming and start training for these le! LOL! =X
Here uuuuu goooo! ^^

Reminds me of secondary NAFA..

Although i pass it easily, but i seem to jump below my "expected" score

As they always say.. "U have such long legs leh!" =.="

Omg! DD=

No, i'm not looking at his butt =.="

He almost jumped till end of the board (wadever u call that thingy) =PP

30 sit-ups to pass...

Hmm.. i've tried it like few (hundred) days ago..

Aiya 30 only.. Easy Peasy!! =D

I can't rmb wad i usually get for this..

But the fear of slipping while doing this is always troubling me X.x

Fortunately gals do not have to do this =PP

*Phew*

Omg! Passing is 12.21mins?!?!

My usual is like.... *too embarrassed to say* =X

Happy Running~~~

FAILED THE ENITRE IPPT~!~!~!~!~!

The horror!!! X.X

Okay, enough of the dramatic expressions =.="

I shall continue with my videos! ^^

Oh, if u wanna watch it..

Go Youtube and type "Every Singaporean Son" =)

---x---

Okay... i guess there's only 5 eps for now =.="
But the more i watch it, the more i love it =)
I pictured how it would be like for u. Hehes.
Feels kinda sad.. but at the same time happy...
It's weird and i don't know why XPP
I rmb there's sth else i wanna type while watching..
But i forgot =.="
Oh well....

2010-08-12T11:00:00.000+08:00

天空怎么一半乌云一半晴朗

就像我现在的心情

2010-08-11T00:01:00.001+08:00

my thoughts are running wild.. x)

i'm pretty tired...
yet i don't wish to go and sleep...
x.x
in this silent, peaceful night..
all i wish to hear... what i longed to hear.

2010-08-10T12:56:00.003+08:00

家好月圆 ep 24.
It sure has touched me again~ =)
I'll never get sick of watching it ^^

Next is the manga of Maid-Sama~!

A funny part =PP

Gosh, i'm getting dirty thoughts XDD

*touched* =D

From ep 12+, read till ep 24 took me almost 2hrs+ already..

And i'm only halfway through, till the latest updated one.

Oh well, seems like i've found something to kill my time =)

This anime is also showing on Animax.

But i have no idea why do i keep missing it =.="

Could hardly catch the re-play on weekdays too. Haix.

Although reading the manga makes me hard to visualise what is going on..

I guess there is no other choice...

*thinks*

Oh wait, there is also such thing as youtube..

But oh well....

At least i can get to enjoy the cool drawings of Usui~ ^o^

1st pic, right hand side... the person is a female <_<

I realised while reading this manga, my heartbeat followed how the situation goes.

Fast... slow.. (doubt it stops =P)

Feels so cool~ Hahas! x)

Should it be time to start studying? T^T

2010-08-10T00:49:00.002+08:00

kawaii~~ ^^

counting down...

2010-08-09T02:39:00.001+08:00

经过了一次又一次的失望
为何还会继续地等待呢？

---x---
EP22.
男人显得不可信任
该相信到什么程度呢？

2010-08-08T12:54:00.005+08:00

何必在家人面前也要死撑呢？
不要忍，哭出来。
有多大声就哭多大声！
哭完就没事了。。。

---x---

Woke up at 10 and watched tv till 12 once again.
No idea what i've been watching from the show 我猜 cos i totally can't rmb what the contents are =.="
Oh well..

Watched some rather meaningful shows after that..
Such as collecting fruits/fruit skins, keeping them in containers for mths and then using it for cleaning purposes.
Cost-free, but seems a bit space consuming XD
Cus the containers have to be kept at least 3mth (i think) before using. .___."
But well, seems like quite a lot of ppl is doing so ^^
After that was a show abt life underwater.
Hmm... pretty colourful i guess~XP

And now, i just saw some interesting news on yahoo homepage
Yes, i do read the news. So guai right~ =PP
1 video was familar to me.. but i kinda forgot where i've watched it before..
At an Adam Khoo's seminar perhaps.
Another 1 was smiliar, but it sure got me stumped again XP
Here are the videos~ =))

the 2nd video i've mentioned.
Spotted the difference? =DD

So hmm.. selective attention...
I guess i have selective attention, selective hearing, and selective memory =.="
Hehes! =)

2010-08-07T11:38:00.002+08:00

一点点就生气，发脾气
一下子忽冷忽热
你真是奇怪。

thats wad headphones are for, fortunately.

People are meant to be rivals, not admirers.

---x---

smile...smile...smile...smile...smile...smile...smile...smile...
smile...smile...smile...smile...smile...smile...smile...smile...
smile...smile...smile...smile...smile...smile...smile...smile...
smile...smile...smile...smile...smile...smile...smile...smile...
SMILE~!

2010-08-05T16:04:00.001+08:00

Re-watching Tarzan brings back memories of the past.
And it was definitely nicer than i once watched.

2010-08-04T22:52:00.002+08:00

All these nonsensical thinking should stop!

---x---

EP17.

Why does 家好月圆 always give me an indescribable feeling?

2010-08-02T18:11:00.001+08:00

Waiting for uu~~~ I'm waiting for uu~~~

---x---

I'm so freaking boredddd...
No more tutorials left to do now.
Just have to wait till all tutorials this week have passed and holidays to come~!

AuditionSEA is down...
Which got me a little irritated.
Cos first they said game is up.. and then later problems start popping up and game is down again
Boring...

And then was FB..
Bejewel... BORING~~~..
No matter how i tried to focus, i jsut can't see the match =.="
And it makes me sleepy... lol
And now, i can't even load the FB page =.="

YAWNNN~~ THIS IS SO BORING!!!!!!!

2010-08-01T12:05:00.001+08:00

Will i ever regain my blogging interest?
Hmm... i wonder...

Suddenly had an urge to blog when i was returning home from "shopping"
But by the time i stepped into the house, it seems like i became totally lazy to do so XP
Anyway, since i;m feeling a bit bored now,
I shall blog! Abt ytd... lols

Hmm hmm...
Oh, went with dad to Tampines to shop for his formal clothes.
Yep yep, long sleeve shirts and blazer
And zomg, it was extremely tiring =.="
Thanks to the 3 shopping mall located in Tampines,
I walked to and fro from TM and centuary for like erm.. twice or thrice =.="
At last, bought his 2 shirts from BHG (TM was it? @_@) and blazer from G2000 from T1.

Honestly, it has been an rather interesting day to shop for guys clothes. Hehes.
Esp. formal clothes~~ *screams~!~!* ^^
I just love looking at other ppl wearing formal clothes cus they look damn cool~! =DD
But of cos, would prefer guys~ *shy shy* LOL! =x

Just nice, G2000 was having a 50% discount ytd. 0.0!
And thus, there were lots of ppl shopping der.
So yep yep, saw a lot of guys (or rather men) trying their shirts and blazers *drools* =PP
I've also went ard the men's area to see their clothes..
And woo! I just love some of the shirts. LOL!
The texture was so nice to touch and feel. ^-^
And some clothes looks so cute, though would look abit too formal for shopping~ haix.

Oh oh, and i realised that while i was looking at the shirts.... some guys look at me...
(i haven say finish... dun think that there's hidden meaning =P)
They looked at me with a weird look.
I guess they were wondering.. why is a gal looking at men's clothes and blazer. LOL =X
Well.. i did looked at female formal shirts too..
But after 5mins, i felt so bored XD

So yep, after buying the clothes, i thought it was finally time to go home and rest my feet
But my dad said he wanted to have a drink @ BK with my uncle. (who came along to give opinions. Hehes)
Pretty reluctant but oh well.... no choice x)

So while eating, my uncle talked abt an Adam Khoo's seminar.
Abt... how do u define results or sth like that.
So the chain goes like that..
Results <-- Behaviour <-- Thoughts

This is a simplified diagram he showed, summarizing a 3 hr seminar. Hahas.
So he was saying, the chances of +ve results is low.
But if ur thoughts are -ve at the start, the results would already be -ve.

Examples:
Thoughts - he said was like words & pictures.
Behaviour - actions & tone of voice

After i listened, although it would seem to be common sense...
How many ppl actually took the time to reflect through this diagram.
It reminded me of working in Excel last time, the selling of donation cards.
At some point of time, the selling of the donation cards are really horrible.
So sometimes i thoughts like "Aiya, this person wouldn't buy for sure" Or "i won't be able to sell today.."
And so, i approached ppl with a sian sian look, which increases chances of failing.

But i've also rmb sometimes i pictured myself selling successfully to ppl i approached.
And so, at those times, i approached ppl with a more +ve and cheerful mood XP

So yep yep, should apply this to more areas. xD
Gosh, i wrote so long for this post =O
Guess this is the longest post since... i duno when. Hahas.
And i took ard 1hr to type this =.=" (while watching tv) lol.
A waste of time? Nah~
*Pictures ppl reading this and laughing* Hehes!

2010-07-31T12:54:00.002+08:00

a joke in such a serious situation...

*laughs*? .__."

Just a few you can really trust...

i wonder how it feels like, to have a sibling's love.

2010-07-30T19:06:00.006+08:00

When hopes get too high, disappointments hurt so much more.
i expected more, but i guess it's too much.

Am i becoming too obsessive and paranoid?
=[
yy needs to control~

Faith is what i should have.

2010-07-29T19:52:00.000+08:00

Diverting more attention to another thing seems to go unappreciated.
Perhaps 99% of attention should just go to studies.

what am i saying...
Sigh, guess boredom has taken over me.

2010-07-26T22:15:00.000+08:00

Balancing between obsessive and nonchalance

x.x

Looooong time since i've updated...

Guess i'll wait till i've gone to xiamen before i spam posts~

Hehes.

2010-07-18T14:11:00.003+08:00

Bored~~~~~ x.x

---x---

Shall remind myself what HK shows i've been missing~
谈情说案
施公奇案2
埔松龄
Twilight: Eclipse

and the list is still going~ XD

ECD exam... haix... x.x